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6.13.2009
Comcast torrent work around: Bad Intro
I have done a fair amount of research but sadly none have said exactly how to do it if you have a MS Windows PC or any machine for that matter that isn't linux. Well, if you haven't done it already I'd first suggest you put a UNIX/Linux firmware onto your router known as DD-WRT. Its only about an hour process at the very most if you run into the slightest bit of problems and include studying up for it. It works quite well and lets you use routers as repeaters or receivers over WiFi.
But anyways back to what I was saying even though it is way to late for me to spell it all out for you. Several forums regarding this issue talk about placing a scripting line through SSH into the DD-WRT firmware'd router through a linux terminal (command line) Good thing there is a command prompt inside the DD-WRT GUI. Just cut and paste the code that prevents any Reset signals from reaching you PCs and then your good. I am sorry about the rambling and then the inconsistency of almost all of the sunject matter. If I want people to pay attention to my blog I need to stop making it the last thing I do in a day. I'll give a much more detailed report, but I wanted you Comcast subscribers to know. There is a way to fight the Great Firewall of Comcast (and Sandvine)
July 12th. The newest versions of uTorrent (1.8.3) provide the necessary code to get past such filters. Albeit it doesn't seem to run as fast as it has but I don't see any proof so far that it is transferring torrents any slower. You don't have to worry about touching any firmware upgrades and potentially "bricking" your router. Just get the newest version of uTorrent and you'll be OK!
5.16.2009
its hard to know what you want
And I see myself how I want to be in the future.
I want to get there.
So in being here how do I arrive there?" asked the student to his more experienced fellow.
"But there in lies the question," is his response.
"So then should I just go out and try everything that should get me in that direction?"
A simple, "No" comes from the elder.
"You should make sure that what you want to achieve is what you want to achieve!"
"But I am sure that this is what I see myself doing", the student replies.
"Ahh, but can you see yourself doing something else as well? The generalist cannot go out and achieve a hundred things at once you see!", says the elder. "You must first improve what you see as your weak point and then forever on focus on your strong points!"
"Is this why it seems is so few generalists out there?", the student inquires.
"It depends on how you define it because everyone can do more than one thing well, but only generalists strive to do so many things well. It is truly not bad to be well rounded, but it is a shame to allow yourself to be lost in a sea of competition."
5.02.2009
So exporting from word is…
Too say the least at least mildly difficult. The set-up of the account to export directly to blogger goes very well and is as easy as signing into the account on the blogger website. However, I had written out a mildly quick but long bit of information dump from my 2 week hiatus of writing anything on this blog. So to clear up anything and to make sure that this useful service works well I will try to upload this blog. The service working well in the sense that not having to open up a browser and navigate to the blogger website is only mildly useful. But add on the fact that I'm a generalist who just likes to get stuff working and you'll see my desire to see such a service up and running!
Anyways last time I tried this Word 2007 just refused to do it and then minutes later crashed! Losing all of my goodies! So I guess I will have to keep trying. And at least copy-and-paste my work before I try sending.
But it looks like now it was just a glitch in the large truck known as the Internets. For exporting went seamlessly this time around. Now to see if I can edit and re-post from Word 2007. And yes it seems like I can!
So that was just a little odd then. My only difference in the approach is how I first wrote up the majority of the text. On the failed attempt I had exported it from a word file to a Blog template. This time around, I had begun writing in the blog template, which obviously has proven to be a beneficial fruit in providing knowledge.
4.22.2009
So this is what love feels like
I had asked her that we keep it casual. I already saw how I failed when trying to dress all fancy schmantzy.
For the first date I finally got her up to Blanchard, I didn't want to kiss her then and there. I wanted to, but I didn't want to have to worry about the ride home. Heading down the hill, I had to refuel the car. While refueling I noticed she was putting lip-gloss on. I knew what she wanted. But always skirted around it til we got home. Then I went for 'em. I went big and her mouth wasn't that big so its definitely funny. But it summed up the night somewhat more, when I did a more conceded but makeout-esque kiss on her porch. And that's as nostalgic and traditional as those things have been going for me.
I've gone past the 2nd date now its time for the third! Looks like I'll be doing this for awhile.
4.13.2009
Win some, lose some, but that's life!
I thought to myself, hell maybe I still have a chance.
I decided to go with what I forgot to say at the very beginning.
"You look great"
I concentrated too much on the words. I didn't even look her in the eyes as I said it.
I did good otherwise except for these things: pay attention guys!
Always go and try to flatter, don't go too far, you want her to be comfortable so you can too.
Just say she looks great at the beginning and you'll be good if you're good at talking and having fun.
Follow your manners. Don't scourge down on too much food. Or take you time. If she orders something light. Try to follow suit.
It may seem easy to say that you've been paying attention but, when she gives ques saying she wants to do dinner again. Follow suit. Look into her eyes and acknowledge that she may mean it. Respond as needed. Think of something to do next time, or just say you'll call her. You'll get farther than me.
And that about wraps up everything I didn't do tonight. Thought I had it down, and had little nerves; but for me being a Gentleman I was not.
Good luck. And I'm gonna need it too.
4.11.2009
Whoah! So which way does everything fall?
Anyways probably just jumping to conclusions but I really, really like the potential of where this could be going. As she removed the craigslist post for her the morning after her and I had our phone conversation. Definitely something may be going on. Yeah for me and us!
I just need to talk to her in person and we'll see where we wanna go with it. I'm too much of a romantic and she's sorta a bad ass but that's what I want. I want it bad. And maybe she wants it good.
After our rescheduled date on Monday, I'm gonna have to jump on the honest confession wagon and drop or at least owe the other girl who I had set up a date with first that dinner or lunch I had promised. I feel really bad about it, but I guess I'm not playing her. Its just a date! I don't want to be a player and I don't want to break hearts! She just lucked out and above all she needs to know to look elsewhere.
Ughh, to be a morally grounded virgin stuck between a war of different suitors that only I can stop.
*Now there's a cute Russian chick that's interested. Since when the hell did I become so good at this? Wait, that's where these problems are coming from. Too much of it. I can't do that!
4.08.2009
Well, I'm definitely learning
Guess what?!?
Total hottie (from her pics) and smart and quirky too. (Had a lengthy phone conversation!) My type of bad girl?
We'll see after tomorrow. ; ) Dinner with her, right near my apt. so you know where that could lead! ; )
I am glad I still don't have neighbors underneath me and that my roommates are never around.
But I am probably just getting ahead of myself!
UPDATE: May I play the 'Price is Right' Losing Theme. The date was fun but I was too nervous and sometimes found myself utterly silent. Never worry about yourself, they're are either gonna like you or not, but having it hidden under 'the fear' will never let yourself shine through. For my first official date, I'd rate myself at about a C maybe a B-. Let's just say it was far from exemplary.
4.06.2009
I don't really know what made me do it
Especially in dating over the net or through a friends quick suggestion.
I just wanted to be a part of the game that allows life to continue on this planet.
I got the number of somebody too young for me, have talked to an awesome girl in La Conner, trying to set up a date with a girl that shares my interests and one that wants to explore my hometown of Fairhaven, part of Bellingham.
I don't know where this roulette wheel will land, but I guess that's the journey of it.
4.05.2009
So this is what it has come to
It definitely got me down though while at the Costco and seeing couples of every fucking age group. Many mine.
I decided to change that so I got onto the internet and the hunt began. So much of that shit is scam related though.
I have talked to one that I may or might not have a relationship with as I only wanted to cheer her up. I then have a intelligent sounding girl awaiting for me to come up with a good time for a date after several replies back and forth.
Then there's one more that if the pictures are accurate is an amazing find. Quite possibly the hottest artist I've seen, pretty sure she's liberal too based on her attire. My age as well, but awaiting any info leaks to see if its a scam. She told me to get some registration while at the same time mentioning meeting at a coffee place today in truly legitimate sounding talk. She mentioned peculiarities about Bellingham that makes me hope she's real. The only catch is that she mentioned I call her though she never ever provided her number in the several replies between us.
WTF!
On a better note. I'm in the talks of setting a date with that intelligent sounding girl from Lynden. She doesn't seem stuck up or anything and I can't wait to see her blue eyes. Hopefully, Wednesday or Thursday will bring me what I am looking for. But having no clue what she looks like...ughhh. Too caught up in looks now I guess.
*Update. My mind felt a little at ease at work today. It was odd. Also after I wrote this blog up, i got in a conversation with a girl about walks in Fairhaven. She said she struck out on all info items, although she later pointed out she was still interested. Of course fate stepped in for 20 minutes killing my stolen WiFi and she thought I was refusing to respond. I tried clarifying several times, and fulfilled her mention of wanting a picture of me. Still awaiting from her.
Also unsure of my choice of said likable girl ready for our date. She looks good as a brunnette, and claims its growing back in. Don't want to break her heart, but still want to meet her.
Oh, and that one artist girl. SCAM! Damn you Melody Millins!
4.04.2009
A wipe of the board
Idiots are people that don't learn from their mistakes
and changed it to:
Idiots are people that don't call a bitch mo den twice!
Ughhh. OK. Guys I get it. I guess thinking maybe that I needed a breather to get that devastating stuff that my friend just dumped on me last Saturday was to big a breather. Sunday and Monday were hard but damn they're right. I'm calling her soon.
As soon as I figure just what the hell to do.
*Update, that bitch was 16!
4.02.2009
OK so Corrections and Grammar.
Hell,
if anyone's ever read my blog then you have probably noted some minor spelling and grammatical errors.
I have sought out to correct this from happening but of course being so willing to let out my words into the tubes of the internets so quickly, I fail to look over much of what I had written.
To stop such a predicament from snowballing into me spending several hours reading all of my blog posts. I think I will add a one day delay to everything that I want to post.
If I want to post ASAP then I will of course realize that having my writing noted as being free from spelling errors as more important then looking like some average ranter.
I'm striving to be above average.
On another note, I'll try to maybe type these up when I am more awake and perhaps do them offline before hand. This too will fix odd nonsensical remarks that even upon looking at them immediately after typing, look pretty much retarded.
And I am not retarded. Just special. Special enough to compete against Obama in the Special Olympics.
Insert Goofy Smiley face here!
Thanks!
3.29.2009
So this week was all relevant into itself.
People, actually friends, at work were showing me some pretty non-PC pictures just for the shock factor. I claimed my week was ruined as a defensive maneuver. The same friend then filled me in that my friend accidentally gave up the supposed DDS (deep dark secret) of his girlfriend's mom working there. Hilariously enough, I don't know why they were still hiding it. So many people could pick out the idiosyncrasies of the daughter and the mom that to them it was just fine to let my friend and his GF continue on thinking they were hiding something from us. Its a secret but it is in no way dark.
I got a fortune cookie saying I would try a new thing and like the results. I thought I had opened my friends by accident considering we both threw ares into a pile. I like knowing what I grabbed is mine. Mixed in by fate to be somewhat true. I only need to know if reading such things causes what it says to happen to happen. But that calls for experimentation, where as I currently like the system in place.
Later I met up with more friends to got some food at the NEW Sonic in Ferndale. We spent a little while talking to the order-taker through the menu list. If you've been to a Sonic then you know what I am talking about. Anyways the girl gave me her number and for the first time in my life I've been assertive in pursuing such things. Its an odd feeling considering that last week I was a little concerned at whether I would be able to commit to such games. Trying a new thing I am.
The next day, I came across my friend looking into space. Eventually he gave in. His deep dark secrets I now know. I couldn't see this coming. I was surprised and at the same time struck with awe at how the hell he could hold such a things inside of himself for more than a decade. Although I left with a scar from the knowledge now in in my mind, its to make his scars a little less deep. And I am fully willing to do that as a friend.
3.23.2009
And so it takes the path of least resistance.
It pays money, and I like money. I like money because having this particular IBD is expensive. And I've finally convinced myself for all of my futures sakes to diet on a much more tightened and strict list of "good" foods. Hopefully this will pay off and I won't have to go on more medications like I was when first diagnosed. I definitely have respect for many people who are able to face life changes and truly challenge them without breaking down. I've not done so, especially in these last months. Caught staring at the ceiling wondering where it all went wrong? Why didn't have I more fun when I was young?
My whole body needs to rest too. How am I supposed to get better if I ain't sleeping.
Maybe I should get to it then, instead of writing blogs.
3.17.2009
So the confusion lifts
Is everyone crazy or has all of my craziness stacked up to this? Am I now normal in what I thought was a lame direction of life. Have I gotten out of my shell long enough to fully understand the situation that others have gotten themselves into. Some of them shrinking instead of growing like the rest of us.
As people we grow, we chase what makes us happy. We collide over interference from others in pursuing our dreams. Some hold onto what they want even though they can't have it.
Maybe, but just maybe, they'll get it.
For if dreams never came true, then we'd stop having them.
And I hope for my friends sake, that he can let go of the past. I don't want him to hurt himself. He's helped me out some, and I've helped him out alot. I don't need a returned favor, I just don't want to have to rescue him.
3.15.2009
No divine intervention here
In order to be seen and known you have to get out there.
3.08.2009
I watched the Watchmen
This is a fantasy universe of our past, a past where the world will end. Nuclear arms tensions between Russia and the US are at an all time high. 4 Minutes to midnight being it's peak. I knew these things when I entered the theater. I could of saved a dollar waiting in line for 20 seconds but Fandango insured I get in ahead of the other 20 people. So here it goes...
I'm getting the feeling I'm tired of superhero movies. Maybe Spiderman 3 just left that bad of a taste in my mouth. I really liked the Spiderman movies til that point, as I felt like Peter Parker but this about the Watchmen. This movie may have reinvigorated that thought of being powerful against tyranny, against the sins of man for the light of justice. This film is more than just superhero movie.
It is a movie, of people placed in a situation where some are powerless, some are both powerful and all-knowing. Super villains though mentioned are missing, although this is arguable. That's where this movie and the book makes its stake. It places the viewer or for the novel, the reader, on a journey of emotions and sacrifice. Not against a specific enemy but the whole journey of moral questioning that would occur to those responsible for justice. Being a superhero is harder than it looks. They are still human, although some may have forgotten how to be human. Is it worth holding a secret of why many lives were lost to prevent complete destruction of the Earth. Is the Earth worth keeping. As many scenes from the film will show you, we are bloody, we are sexy, we are viscious, we are compasionate, and we can be emotionless.
Most of the graphic intensity te be witnessed later in the film can be some upped by a very well crafted opening credits sequence to the tune of "Times they are a changing". From WWII to the present of 1985, news items and notable events, are remixed to include the pasts first heroes. The JFK assanination shown in gruesome detail, the burning monk shown for too long. This is what happens in real life, this is what already did happen. If these things make you queasy then see this film at your own discretion, remember it's from an adult comic book. If these feelings leave you fairly quickly then, maybe you should spend less than ten bucks to see this film. But make sure you have a 3 hour gap in your schedule.
2.03.2009
Superhero movies with out the heroes?
Did they see that Spider Man 3 sold well despite being a script flop?
If you took a Superhero movie like those Fantastic Four flicks and then added tons of awesome action sequences, you're already on your way towards making one of these newer films. I don't even know what to call them. Action works. So lets stick with that for a genre.
The one thing that does connect these films is a psychic power. So what's the next one gonna be since Telekenesis is now used and Teleportation is now used? Mind Reading? Oh, wait that was already done in that Mel Gibson movie, What Women Want!