8.16.2009

So possible business plans, etc.

So I'm finally back home, and its time to get some business done seeing as its the last day of the weekend. Even better is I actually have work starting up tomorrow again! Perfect situation to ask for a raise as well I might add! Anyways, back on to business. So my friend is thinking of starting a possible non-profit or other like minded business. I too am going to be a member of the team and well, here's what we are setting out to do.

There is a lack of good decent websites that list and review American goods or partially Made in America products. I don't want to force you guys onto the sites I've looked at as well as Elton whose idea this whole thing is but let it be known that a good majority of the sites, they are basically in essence straight up advertising or confusing. All in all they are badly made and if they seem somewhat decent they add a little extra punch by using harsh colors.

So on that note of bashing others for their failure to do anything awesome I think right now would be a good time to put a Elton Nuytens quote right. Right here:

"Its a totally new concept to the consumer!"

Of course this was one of the many quotes I wish I could have gotten from him going on about how awesome this might be, but hey its the only one I fully got down word for word from his mouth to my pen.

But anyways since that is up there let me explain what it is we want to do. We want to start a website that offers some political criticism of everything but also, above all else offers consumers an informative look and rating system on both the viability of a product and its economic benefits that come with purchasing. For example, albeit a relatively simple one is an organic Apple from Washington State. Now whether or not this is from Washington or Oregon is irrelevant, however it is fruit which has to be carried long distances and perhaps sprayed, although this would ruin its organic goodness now wouldn't it. So, because this is an American apple, comes from an Certified Organic farm and even comes from Washington state, meaning for me that its literally from my backyard, that this fine apple, as a product, receives the highest rating on our scale. We haven't discussed the complications of our developed scale yet but we want to keep it simple, so a 3 star system (though technically an average) still yields a possibility of 4 ratings including zero. This literally would mean a truly epic failure, though likely missing the epic proportions needed for said epic fail.

But what exactly are we rating on? How do you expect people to take you guys seriously? We only need to get people that make products to come to us or we find them. There is a good amount of sites out there already that just have really bad layouts or products. We’d take a look at some of those products and give it our rating. Also some of what will be on this site with the layout pending would be the sometimes funny political cartoons and ranting of sorts, even perhaps a discussion on home gardening. We’d try to become so common place of a name (again which we have not thought through fully but we’re working on it) that essentially consumers would want to know about us and producers would want us to know them. It’s that simple. We’d just take a look at products, rate them on their value, evaluate and research their methods of production and also rate them on that. To make clear we would not be a certification, we would be a favorable review with a simple easy to follow rating system.

The rating system of course has the three parts I’ve mention before but never together at once. In order for the product to meet a full 3 star rating, it must be produced in the US, be worthy of its price and support families and workers with working wage jobs. If it is a fruit product, which I doubt we see as reviewing but you never know, the organic certification means that it falls under its value, and usually means that is from the US. Countries close to us that provide us with product would be rated on scale and essentially the closer to China you get the more likely a score of zero can be achieved.

And that is how this hopefully will all work. People will look to see our reviews because of our simplicity used. Companies will want to provide us incentive to view their product (not bribes! We’ll refuse to accept cash on the order of higher ratings!) Any ads on the site for products that do get good reviews will be our greatest income provider. Don’t know when the whole process of this will start but I’ll inform you guys without trying to advertise too much for us when it does come around to fruition.

8.13.2009

CNN spelling mistake

Right now at 2:39 on CNN the headline is that there is some sort of controversy over a Bush/Cheney book. The headline says, "Ex-VP shopping tell all book!"

I don't know if this is book by Cheney or what. I just saw the headline of the discussion and immediately felt that it be noted ASAP!

Seriously CNN, why should people care when we can't even tell what you are trying to say? Spell correctly please!

And for those that noticed spellings errors on my behalf thanks for bringing them up. I hope now that everything is up to par for both your and my standards!

8.09.2009

Poem from scratch: #1 Promises

My promise is my word. But I make sure it so much more.
A word only holds together a sentence
or a paragraph
or a line in a sonnet
or a few dear words in a love letter
but I like to think that words have something to hold onto
Something that means something
A meaning that makes it so much more
And makes a sentence more than a couple words
a paragraph more than a couple sentences
a sonnet more beautiful
a poem more romantic and rythmic
a love letter worth every detail to the dots of every I
Words are what we all use daily
But I try to make sure my words mean something more
And that's my promise to you

8.08.2009

When you just don't care

Here I am hungover. In my temporary room, a lot of my stuff inaccessible or lost in the pile I've left of it in the living room. Where's my damn checkbook? I don't have a clue and though I should care, turning on every appliance in the kitchen before actually knowing what I was making for dinner makes me think otherwise. I made pizza, but feel like it is possibly the worst thing right now.

I can't think or focus, and focusing as always is hard. Worse when there is nothing to focus on. But I feel my blog has a purpose! My mind is numb and the damn light-bulb in my room is out. Its simpler than changing a tire, but right now I feel that my stench of Rum and the somehow acquired odor of weed that introduces itself over and over again is probably a good reason to not change a light bulb. Electricity doesn't like drunks, stoners or kids with forks. Being none, but easily mistakable as any of those right now, especially as I type while resting my head against the wall, I don't think its a good idea.

I also think its an odd connotation that when you're lonely you're emotional, and you're emotional because you're lonely.
"It's a vicious cycle, Mr. Reynolds."
Which it is, like everything else in life is, but I realized yesterday hours before the party, the cause of my reservations in relationships. Basically from the get go of my dating availability. Which is weird, because although I had a logical reason to not date in High School maybe from knowledge I did indeed have of things involving my mother and father's relationship, it wasn't till now that I can say and see it all in its affects on me. I don't devote to someone even if I love them for fear of that person crushing my heart. I can tell them almost anything, but in the one relationship that I did place my self into, and I can only blame myself, that's exactly what happened. It would only be after exchanges of trust that I can succeed past the head over heels part and truly and entirely be in love.

8.07.2009

Found Poem: Nothing Lives Forever

Completing my application I found this poem of sorts. I can't really describe it as anything else. I did it a couple weeks ago and almost forgot I did it. Anyways here it is...

It is said that the evil that men do will forever be remembered.
But how can we be man, when there is so much more to us?
We didn’t come from a god in his image for we are truly more complicated.

We aren’t the logical but caring machine that is described as god.
We have a emotions and passion, a logic that as long as we see fit the final end, it defeats the mean.
We don’t have a God for this, and yet if there is anybody that becomes closer to god in any way they cannot for they are human. Always will be.

Held to the soil and earth.

Held to money and worth.

There is always food to hunger, always water to thirst.

8.06.2009

Great Spam findings #1

Got this one yesterday and thought it was definitely worth sharing. I don't open spam but I'll provide you the title because its too hilarious.


"The fuun is juust begininning wheen you poop an ED piill"


So apparently adding double letters to everything is great, until you totally change the meaning of something. Like popping pills to pooping pills.

There's no greater way to start the day other than finding that in your spam box.

And I am guessing I'll find many more great finds.

8.02.2009

Something you probably shouldn't say to anybody

I thought this up a year or two ago.

"Could you be a deer, and get hit by a car!"

Thank you ladies and gentlemen

7.16.2009

So now what? Twitter slowly dying?

Twitter it seems is getting to be more of a bother than anything else. And trust me, I've got all the time in the world being unemployed as of writing this. So why don't I see the use of it anymore.

Well...

I can't write slightly lengthy to ridiculously long blogs about nothing and about what I am doing like I am here. 160 characters sometimes is a drawl, I can do under 200 more easily, but apparently we must follow the SMS standards placed forth by the cell phone monopolies!

Also almost everyone on Twitter has a Facebook account. (OK, I only have 1 person that I actually do know who doesn't have Facebook) And if you have a data service with your phone (you can send emails outside of WiFi zones!) which you use for Twitter then you also have access to Facebook Mobile (if that's what its demon offspring is called?)

The Iran situation with all the blood and Ahmedimejhad and the council rejecting him. Recounts, Obama sayign something about it and then a huge army of civilian reporters streaming almost instantaneous text news. That all happened. It all made Twitter seem a whole lot more important for important events.

But guess what?

MJ died.
And from there I haven't heard shit on Iran. Its hard to find stuff that is recent too through google news. I last heard something about a recount, and then...

Exactly!
And sorry if I don't feel like "twatting" all over the place about Harry Potter or Transformers in 160 characters or less. I'd rather just take a dump. Or eat a delicious bag of sour patch kids till my mouth was numb from the sour chemicals and the razor sharp crystals that contain them!
That sounds lots better.

7.05.2009

I wondering if I should or not....

It would be a lot of fun. I've been thinking for the past month or two of making a YouTube show that offers sorta an outside look into how we operate here on Earth. You know investigating mysteries like why don't we have hair all over, why do we sign laws for banning all nukes while still not realistically actually destroying said nukes. Its gonna be called Welcome to Earth. I was thinking about putting a population note as a subtitle but I think that the title by itself is pretty good.

Other items I intend to cover on the show.
Politics: What color is the liberal agenda?
Drugs: Legal vs not so legal
80's TV: Man that hockey hair was awesome
Sex: Is it beneficial for everyone?
Candy: Drugs that make you fat
Insects: They're hard on the outside?
Aliens: God doesn't like you
Gays: The other people God doesn't like
TVs: God obviously invented them for us
Medicine: They're drugs too, but different
Food: We eat it because its cheap

Anyways, my head is running out of ideas for the meanwhile but tell me what you guys think. I'm going to try to base the narrations from a stupid and ignorant viewpoint about most of the world, but also one that still points out very simple yet truthful arguments. I'm shooting for a comedy both in apparent ignorance but also in satirizing day to day life. I think I'll try to make the narrator be a fan of Frank Chu and his 12 Galaxies TV Show theory! Its in the works for now, in the works of my brain to be more precise. Hopefully though soon I will have something physical. And please offer any insight if you got any.

I found a funny lil' tidbit from myself

Its from 3 years and 1 month ago and was destined to be put onto my MySpace page at the time. Its now deceased, thank god seeing as I killed it, I'm just saying don't go looking for it! Anyways, it was quite the compliation of everything from then, til now and beyond. Have a look at my mind in June of 2006...


Things to look forward to in the Future:

The Draft
The Extensive War Of BullShit:
The Iran War
Episode II of the Korean War
The Syrian War
World War 3 (fun with Nukes!)
George Dubya Bush winning the 2008 election (ummm,perhaps by Cheating?)
These wars then being made into movies!

Super AIDS
Super Flu
Super Fever
Super Gingivitis
Almost the end of Oil which will F' Up Almost Everything
The end of Humanity
The rise of Apes?

A Planet where Apes EVOLVE from Men!?

7.03.2009

Grabbing life by the horns (sans a Dodge Ram!)

Being without a job from my last til the week after next or never at all; I felt that a list would let me gather my thoughts a little clearer. First, I was OK where I was working they almost always seem to pay more the less you do. I'm not being a douche here, 80% of the other employees (there's was only about 14) would agree. Not only that it has become the gauntlet of time for me to make it or break it for my very late raise. Or should I say lack of equal pay. I was getting a damn good amount where I had worked previously til they had to shut their doors, but making $11 here is not beneficial for me at all, (and just a little higher than half of what I was making!) especially when I still have health stuff that should finally be coming to a close. But the bills still have to be paid. I had previously had not ask for a raise due to a bunch of emotional stuff I had put myself through. Now, I'd say that life's timing is even worse this time around, but now I'm grabbing it by the bull horns! Kind of a weird turnaround for lots of other stuff too.


Things to accomplish this week (7.2.2009-7.8.2009)

  • Clean up and organize a lot of my junk so that my mind may think
  • Fix my bike's braking system so that I may fully increase my time exercising and its frequency. Bike fixed July 4th
  • Clear out everything out of the basement of my parents, first starting at ground zero: my room. (Moth problems that aren't fought vigilantly enough result in "peace" keeping)
  • Reformat and clean install XP on the downstairs computer at my mom's Done July 3rd
  • Try to get some sort of time line for my new temporary home on what work will be/needs to be done
  • Take pictures on The Fourth and also begin building up my SketchUp texture library for modeling Bellingham in Google Earth
  • Do more art, writing included. When is that sci-fi story of mine coming out? (Whether or not it's a comic or novel!)
  • File for unemploymentDone July 11th


Things to accomplish this summer (Now to October)

  • Unlock my online stock trading account
  • Study the market and spot the next big thing (while it is still out of the limelight!)
  • Buy or sell stock
  • Look into creating a portfolio or getting certified for anything
  • Study up on web design, databases, CSS, Flash and both C++ and Basic
  • Find a direction I want to go and stick to it career and personal wise
  • Study up on Tax law and Corporations. This is both for possibly professional and personal reasons. Damn rich people telling us to do OUR BEST!
  • Get a Dev. Kit of Anything
  • Dress and act closer to what I am as a person
  • Find a girl that is generally smart, beautiful and strong in both will and self-esteem so that she doesn't hop around. I don't have to date her, it would just be nice to know that she exists! I mean when a coworker says you're gonna get a big-breasted physicist as a girl doesn't that mean something? (Did I already find her?)
  • Hopefully either be employed or am somewhat self-employed in my dealings with business and personal/professional growth over the summer

6.29.2009

The ups and downs of clown school. Part II

So to continue my last post in a different direction, in a rather forced manner of an alternate ending, not one of those direct to Laser Disc of whatever sort films that provide such a technological choice. Mine will not provide any choice. Mine instead will ramble on about my work and other matters at the 'Pex.

Its been 2 weeks so far that we have been sitting somewhat idle cleaning the hell out of things. There is no table, bench or seat that hasn't been cleaned. I've gotten some return to fix, known as RMAs, out of the way. So have others.

Greatest of all we have the person that possibly got us into this mess and her human dog bringing in one of the most highest paying clients' new product manager and COO to have a look at our fine place of barely working for the past 2 weeks. Does this mean that D-Day is tomorrow or at least far behind? The suspense is killing me. And for the freaking second time this month I must act for all senses willing.
It meant exactly that Decision Day was not far behind! I'm sitting here at home waiting for work to call back so that we may go all or nothing for this client

But on a more greater in happiness note, I've had quite the fanciful discussion on Time Cube and the famous insane racist Dr. Gene Ray, Cubic. We've then gone after a few other conspiracies about the whole big thing about free energy. Were not talking about solar, wind or antything that is provided by the sun, energy from the sun or dinosaurs buried. No we are discussing in the hilarious manner that overcomes us, Brown's gas. That's right Brown's Gas. Well more specifically HHO which you pull from water (using energy) from your alternator (using energy from the engine, in essence more Gasoline!) then supply in gaseous form into your injection system to provide "more bang for the buck" and supposedly then giving you "more miles per gallon" of course all in quotes is what the internet says. Greatest of all is the fact the energy is lost in every aspect of this transition. But don't worry maybe that's the big 3 Oil Companies in my head telling me to use science for good. Because tearing Water apart uses energy and putting it back together obviously is like some sort of nuclear bomb going off in your piston chambers. When the hell did High School drop outs start claiming a majority on the internet. Oh yeah, MySpace and EBaum's. Once the most ridiculous place on the net (still is) and the most stupid video site for stupid people that don't understand that people actually put work into making flash animations, or anything that has any creative aspects for that matter. Maybe, we the internet should have a talk with Eric Bauman about our fairshare of income. I mean after all, it is his website that watermarks anything that makes it on his site that's yours. Does it seem fair that a man makes millions of dollars off of your work. So then why the fuck is it legal?

The ups and down of clown school

Quite possibly the greatest title I could think of at the top of my head. I mean could you do any better?

Its been an odd roller coaster so far, but greatest of all I'm having a great time enjoying the sun and trying to exercise. Even better is that I can finally just go up to people and tell the story of my relationship with my former GF exactly how it was, and be pretty void of any emotional weight. She cheated on me and people wanting to know what happened will get that answer without me crying in their arms or I angrily replying. But that wears off to apparently, as right now I feel lonely and no longer look towards her being out of the house. I'm not lonely from her of course but damn I want someone honest and truthful. I mean of all things, I devoted myself to some cheater and so hopefully I'll get used to opening up to people again. Which is where I am now on the home front for everything. I see that no matter what has happened in this past month's time. Even if I lose my job because some bastard rich people just love being rich and getting Vineyards (ahem!) The world will right itself!
I will be able to see that nothing gets as bad as it has. You can only go up. And my sights for up are fairly high. I just now gotta figure out how to get there. But didn't someone, somewhere say that getting there is half the journey. SO I guess maybe preparing is the other half, so I mean look where I am. A complete and utter learning situation where I can see that soon the world is gonna have it's way with rich people that take advantage. Rich people that are heirlooms to a family that had to put up to 80% of their earnings in taxes back in 60's.
Yet now, anytime you say a thing, communism is the term.
Good thing that the bed has been lifted. We know that truly all that they want is money. And the more money you had, the richer you stay.
And even if I never get to reach their status of wealth to tempt myself with power. To see how far I go, how far I go from no longer being me.
I can always just of course relax myself listening to Tears for Fears, continue watching the market, work my arse off wherever I am and keep on pursuing getting some sort of certification in either the form of a diploma or a certification. Will this then prove my worth to others and provide me with a life full of happiness. "Maybe I should start getting along with myself, I never did get along with anybody else" AKA a inserted quote from This River Runs Wild by The Killers but maybe that is too emo of me. However, when my trust of people for relationships returns, well, I'm pretty sure I'll do alright.

6.21.2009

Its odd how different it is now

It seems like even though everything right now is going sour in some way or another. And for all the things that I could total up to have happened on the negative side of things over a months time. I am somewhat happy

Its odd even to me, and yet it makes a good point. If I can get through a tough time like this then do the math. It just means everything should get better. And having gone through some of the surprises so far means I am a much stronger person now than I was, and will be even stronger by the time something like this happens again.

-I had a lengthy and costly road trip to California that taught me the limits of my car. That trip also taught me why I didn't want to be with who had partaken the journey with me.
-After I got back, news that my grandmother had died in Jersey came in through a cell call from my mom. I had meant to go see her for 4 years and now what? Back to Jersey.
-I get back a week later and return to work on Monday only to find the whole place had been flipped upside down. The banks wanted their money that our owner and COO had failed valiantly to make profit from. Maybe that's because they like money enough to stuff our income tax deductions into their own pockets.
-2 days before my former "GF" moves out, while fixing her computer due to a hard drive crash I stumble upon saved IM conversations between her and her best friend. It goes on describing how they were gonna "F" each other 2 days prior to me reading it. I knew something like this may have been happening but not to that extent almost a month prior. And why'd the truth have to stick its ugly head in? I was gonna be away from her forever in 2 days!
-This week my job may still be intact or there will be mass layoffs. Who knows? I'm never going to get my raise in these conditions.

But the greatest thing of all, is that it can only get better! Maybe it will bring greater motivation to me so that 20 years from now I could be like a Steve Jobs or at least a Paul Allen. I've got enough liquid assets that I could possibly dedicate to something that still lets me be a generalist and lo and behold. Capitalism.

6.20.2009

So here it is, the amazing and wonderful…

Story describing America's "trickle down" BS

So I decided to flip this to see what the hell the damned outcome could be. Might I remind you all that we all have lives. That we all at one time in this shitty economy where the rich are raping us more than Social Security will in our generations future. Luckily I still have a job. Ironically enough, I'm perhaps in some news making sense part of the movement of the people in charge committing white collar crimes. I'm only a lonely ol' technician there. But depending on where, why and when the banks that are in debt and the gov't that hasn't been paid its income taxes on our behalf, despite it being deducted from our paychecks decide to do something drastic about it. Then America is going to continue to be raped and pillaged like some Roman town where the soldiers storm in and demand protection through pillaging.

But to look on the bright side, I have no remorse for those being charged. I wish it was possible that the bank could both repossess their crap that they've obviously been using our "deducted income taxes" for and I can keep my job. I don't love my job but I am damn happy to have work to do and that the customers there are pleased with my work. The only part I am confused about is how does running a company into the ground slowly bring any profit to anyone? I've got customers on my back wanting their products produced.

Sort of like the rest of America holding the weight of the banks, the rich and greedy, and the car companies who feel that 60% shareholdings for us should go over to China. We've all got weights on our back right now. So let's see those sin taxes bring in some income; Everybody wants a crutch. I believe I'll have rum when I get the chance. But then again, I usually refuse to use crutches.

6.17.2009

This life is full of garbage

Ughh, why is it that the truth hurts so much when it all comes crashing down?

Finding out what you had already suspected. And what you suspected was felt so truly that it was reason enough to instantly get her out of your life. Then you learn after trying to help her, that all of your suspicion is only just beginning of it.

Then the detailed facts and the hard hitting emotions come with it.

Why?

Jesus, I knew this girl was a damn emotionally unstable piece of humanity. Is she that screwed up in the head?

Then I have an irk of some remorse that she is that damn emotionally unstable that she has to keep her one and only best friend as a fuck buddy while I am dating her.

Worse is when she is typing all the talk about this into MSN messenger when I am right there opposite of her. I am unable to see the computer screen, but when I do time after time its enough to question why the hell do I do the stuff I do for her. And that’s when I decided that I’d treat her like a friend and never kiss her ever again. As long as I distance myself while still staying friendly the bitch will be under some surprise when I say my last words something like I know way too much about you. And your “best friend” Have a great life being the most emotionally disconnected liar you are.

Best of all I never have to take a shortcut and call her a bitch. This much information is twisting my mind, the anger fueling my determination to come out of it on top and the greatest thing is she still has no idea of how I am going to deliver this knowledge.

6.13.2009

Comcast torrent work around: Bad Intro

So dear and loyal Comcast customer. You may have noticed your internet speed has both doubled bu that you torrent software doesn't work as it can't communicate shit to any other clients. Sound like your in that situation? Well don't despair, unless you don't have DD-WRT installed on your router.

I have done a fair amount of research but sadly none have said exactly how to do it if you have a MS Windows PC or any machine for that matter that isn't linux. Well, if you haven't done it already I'd first suggest you put a UNIX/Linux firmware onto your router known as DD-WRT. Its only about an hour process at the very most if you run into the slightest bit of problems and include studying up for it. It works quite well and lets you use routers as repeaters or receivers over WiFi.

But anyways back to what I was saying even though it is way to late for me to spell it all out for you. Several forums regarding this issue talk about placing a scripting line through SSH into the DD-WRT firmware'd router through a linux terminal (command line) Good thing there is a command prompt inside the DD-WRT GUI. Just cut and paste the code that prevents any Reset signals from reaching you PCs and then your good. I am sorry about the rambling and then the inconsistency of almost all of the sunject matter. If I want people to pay attention to my blog I need to stop making it the last thing I do in a day. I'll give a much more detailed report, but I wanted you Comcast subscribers to know. There is a way to fight the Great Firewall of Comcast (and Sandvine)

July 12th. The newest versions of uTorrent (1.8.3) provide the necessary code to get past such filters. Albeit it doesn't seem to run as fast as it has but I don't see any proof so far that it is transferring torrents any slower. You don't have to worry about touching any firmware upgrades and potentially "bricking" your router. Just get the newest version of uTorrent and you'll be OK!